Pain

Living with psuedo tumor ceribri, or inner cranial hypertension, is not fun.  I feel like my head is gonna erupt.  My eye sight is going out, like I'm going blind. I'm so dizzy.  I wanna cry from the pain.  It's not fun. And sitting at work under flourescent lights and staring at computers does NOT help.  It only makes it worse. Spinal taps relieve the pressure, but only for a day.  Theres a surgery but it is hit and miss and I dont want to go under the knife and it not work.  I take daily meds and if my head gets too bad, I take a shot in my bicep that knocks me out.  It's hard to tell people the pain that dont have it.  It's hard to explain a pain that you cant see....